After my initial tribute and somewhat re-introducing myself to Goddess Mz Devon it started. Took Her absolutely no time to assert Her authority over me. Before i knew it i was calling Her, paying to hear absolutely nothing… maybe some typing as She asked me a few questions but Goddess Mz Devon knew the effect it was having me. The first lot of money ends and it becomes impossible not to add more money to please Her more and of course hope for some more of Her attention. Then it happened in the 2nd call, She spoke to me a little and Her voice so sweet sounding totally sucked me in. Now i know The Goddess Mz Devon is far from sweet but resisting Her once She gets inside your head is pointless or perhaps impossible?

So how did it end? A couple more calls, about $500 now in Her posession and i’m desperate for more there’s just one problem – i have no money! In fact i can’t even pay for my share of the groceries but instead of worrying about that i’m just frustrated i can’t call Goddess Mz Devon back again. So i’ve got mixed feelings i’m in disbelief but at the same time i love Goddess Mz Devon for how alive She can make me feel. i’ve always said there could not be anyone more intense than Goddess Mz Devon and i’ll stand by that claim.

Thank You Goddess Mz Devon.

Today i was thinking about when i did serve Goddess Mz Devon and well i just decided i’d go send Her a quick tribute. i did send a modest gift and just simply left Goddess Mz Devon a message letting Her know it was sent while i didn’t expect a response i did hope and i received one. Naturally that gift led to a little bit more but there’s no refusing The Goddess Mz Devon. Besides i am extremely grateful She responded.

It’s funny how being around The Goddess Mz Devon even through a computer just from Her responding i can feel the dominance She has over me. Afterall physical responses like a few butterflies in the stomach & heart beating a bit faster don’t lie. Then again i have a little experience in serving Her and it can be a very intense experience make no mistake about that. i’m not exactly sure where things go from here of course that depends purely on where The Goddess Mz Devon wants them to go. Either way i’m glad i sent that gift to Her and got a chance to be of a little use to such an exquisite woman.

Basically i did something stupid in sort of making myself scarce to Goddess Mz Devon due to feeling a little bit poor. Still to make matters worse barely a day before Goddess Mz Devon had spoken about how She does like that i had been checking in daily even if it was just to say hi. Obviously then staying offline a couple days was a stupid thing to do.

Still eventually it come time after a couple days when i had to come forth and admit to Goddess Mz Devon what had gone on. While She was annoyed and put the fear into me about not having a chance to serve Her any more i was lucky to earn some forgiveness. i knew it was the right thing to do to leave as ordered then set about making things right so i made sure i had the funds for a tribute then sent it without bothering Her. After that i figured i should go explain the silly logic that went through my head. See my logic on this topic is that ‘words are cheap’ when it comes to apologizing so i leave words until after i’ve made a genuine attempt to prove i was sorry.

Luckily for me Goddess Mz Devon accepted my apology and has taught me a valuable lesson. i seriously never meant to annoy Goddess Mz Devon but feel so much better having made the right moves to make things right, mainly accepting my mistake rather than pretending i did nothing wrong. After all Goddess Mz Devon is the judge of that.

So here i am broke, as of last weeks draining which left me under $20 until payday and i’m still anxiously awaiting for my next chance to worship and tribute Goddess Mz Devon. In fact i can hardly wait for that feeling i get when She reduces me to a completely obedient, 100% submissive dedicated to Her. Truth is i feel much that way whenever i think of Her, which is often. However there is an even more intense, extreme feeling when Goddess Mz Devon is excited and sets Her sights on breaking my mind and bending my will to Hers.

Unless You’ve served Goddess Mz Devon it is probably hard to understand the level of intensity serving Her creates, but if You have then you understand perfectly and are just like me i’m sure.

For instance i went to my best friends birthday the other night. Earlier The Goddess Mz Devon had asked if there would be women there and when i responded that there would She told me to imagine they were Her. Obviously Goddess Mz Devon knew i could imagine then face disappointment when it becomes apparent they are nothing like Her. Still the fact is all through the party etc i had Goddess Mz Devon on my mind, dominating my thoughts. In fact i even considered leaving early on multiple occaisions but since it was my best friend i figured i should stay. In the end i was supposed to stay at my friends place but in the very early hours of the morning it was too much i wanted to go home and see if i could catch The Goddess Mz Devon. By this point i was pretty drunk and tired but i just had to get home in case i could catch Her, lucky for me i did, only briefly though, still completely worth it.

The best thing about all this having a wonderful, amazing Goddess in your mind all the time. It’s strange to completely crave Her attention and Her happiness even if it does put me in a tricky spot financially. Still Goddess Mz Devon is perfect and has a way of making suffering so sweet.

Thank You Goddess Mz Devon

The Goddess Mz Devon painted some vivid pictures in my head so well that they felt real, it practically felt like i was there in front of Her, serving Her as She instructed. i was weak and so desperate to please Her, i sent The Goddess Mz Devon about 15 tributes all up and a total of $400 or so.. It was impossible to resist, as my Goddess pushed all the right buttons i felt totally trapped and compelled to tribute more over and over again that happened until The Goddess Mz Devon decided it was over.

i was left hard, horny and totally desperate but The Goddess Mz Devon got all the pleasure. Even now while i write this my balls are aching! Blue balls are not a pleasant feeling except for the fact that The Goddess Mz Devon is amused by my situation.

Yes to sum all this up i tributed a lot of money to The Goddess Mz Devon who then was satisfied while i am left aching for release. i know this sounds strange to some perhaps but for me its far more important that my Goddess is satisfied than myself and despite all this i loved every second. The important part is that The Goddess Mz Devon enjoyed Herself.

my mind has been totally blown tonight and even as i was informed that i have been ruined for other women it felt natural and right. Thank You Goddess Mz Devon you are perfect.

i’ve been a submissive male really for as long as i can recall and i’ve served a few women in my time however while they were great in their own right i always felt something missing. While it is early in my communication with the Goddess Mz Devon something feels different, more complete, more exciting and to a large extent intoxicating.

It was not a long time ago that i first stumbled upon The Goddess Mz Devon’s website but needless to say once seeing Her it was just a matter of time before i’d need to submit. After a short while i did take the plunge in contacting The Goddess Mz Devon for Her birthday to submit tribute. Since then, i have been so lucky and honored to have some of Her attention and communication.

More and more i’ve felt the need to speak with Goddess Mz Devon. Speaking with Her is very exciting as She’s definitely hinted that i am being ‘figured’ out, preyed upon and positioned for Her to take over. Knowing that is exciting as it is scary since there is no doubt that The Goddess Mz Devon could totally and utterly break my mind like no other. The fact that Goddess Mz Devon takes such pleasure in this makes me yearn for it to happen even if in a sense it is dangerous. Seriously though how is a submissive like me meant to resist The Goddess Mz Devon?

Even as i write this the craving to please Her more is so strong. The way She is invading my mind is incredible, the images being painted are amazing. Do not under estimate The Goddess Mz Devon’s ability to fuck with Your mind, it’s happening to me, i know it but i dont even want to fight it.