Tick tock foot bitch…

Think of how good you’ll feel knowing all those thousands will be in their rightful place soon.

my bank is giving me a hardtime for the loan, it’s still on hold. To their credit, i’m already struggling to pay back to others personal loans they gave me in the past.

They must disappointed at me, i probably looked like a promising client when that bank first signed me in, many years ago. Look at what my real and virtual lives have made me. A loser.

To you my fucked up silly sissy Christmas tree one of the Devonite Xmas gift pkgs WILL be posted Monday.

Since it’s Christmas, I do feel I should help you to not look too selfish, so I’m going to LET you send me an additional $100 for the video before midnight Dec 31 ; )

Happy holidays to all of my naughties, sluts, puppets and fools!!!!

-GMD

I want you to start decorating yourself, head to toe in Christmas! I want my very OWN sissy Christmas tree!!! Take a traditional holiday song and rewrite it and sing it for me on camera! If you put enough effort into it that has me giggling with GLEE, I’ll post the package Monday, or… maybe I’ll drop it off in person! Filming your heart attack would be a priceless gift!

It’s your move slut…

sissy walked over to the closest bank machine and thought she would even go “beyond” and put a fake 75 in my account.

Just got home and transfered it right away, then saw that You wanted 100. Please. sissy is so alone and has tried so hard. sissy has nothing now and will be alone for the next few days.

Mz Devon please. Please sissy knows this can be something. Please im so so weak and just defeated.

sissy cant ever make You happy enough sissy hates it she just wants to make You smile once.

im changing into my nighttime-thick diapers and going to kneel and await Your judgement. i’m so so sorry

sissy nathan

i do adore You for being so strong willed with me. i feel just lost around You.

Will go and deposit a cheque to myself then deal with it come tuesday.

Will be a few minutes Mz Devon. See thou…pleeeease. i *am* trying right?

sissy nathan

sissy was in Keremeos, Osoyoos, Oliver and Pentiction, Summerland and Peachland today talking to contacts, trying to go out on my own for work, ect. Went pretty well.

Will be on my knees for the next hour, if that’s ok, wondering and waiting and doting on You.

Thank You for letting me give You my xmas present Mz Devon

sissy nathan

(that may be true, but it’s still in pending, FIX IT! – GMD)
———————$0 ($1500 PAID)

One last suggestion Goddess Mz Devon : since Your last post will bring a load of trouble to me anyway, would You allow me to make it even worse (for me)?

In order to achieve this I could, with Your permission only, reply to Your comment on DM stating that I accept, approve and deserve the punishment You just inflicted on me, that I now fully realize how genetically UNWORTHY I am of ever serving You. That I will never emeil You again because I understand any contact with a disgusting cockroach such as I would be an insult to Your Perfection. Yet that I want You to know in the future You will just have to snap Your fingers once to have me back at Your feet, because until the day I die You will always come before everything and everyone else.

If You think this is a silly suggestion please just disregard this msg Goddess Mz Devon. My only goal is to let everyone know how Unique and Superior You will always be.

Email 1 ———————$500 ($500)

I can’t send more right now, please Goddess, I’m in trouble. For real. Now is when all my bills for next semester are due.

You decided to treat me this way, I think because You made Your mind that I will never have what it takes to be Your slave and serve You loyally, always. So You prefer to get money now, then publicly send me to the trash can so everyone sees You can get what You want without even owning me, just like that.

Why not giving me a LAST chance to crawl back Goddess Mz Devon. One ultimate chance. On Your terms. Will all the insurance You can think of that i will neither run to someone else or ever disrespect You.

Email 2 ———————$500 ($1000)

The mail i just sent you from my pro email is the most serious i ever sent Goddess Mz Devon.

And please don’t think i sent it because of my blue balls, this is not the case as i could not help but cum in my pants as i heard Your amazing voice say my name in the MP3 You put up DM.

Email 3 ———————$500 ($1500)

Allow me to officially crawl back to Your kennel Goddess Mz Devon.

You get any information, safeguard, Pws You want.

I close my current accnts, open new one(s) dedicated to you only.

I take the blow someone will send me without even mentioning.

I post on DM a long commitment and apology entry stating my life has taken a new path and asking others not to contact me ever.

I behave, You rule my world. You speak, I do.

You design a realistic payment scheme for me.

I beg You Goddess Mz Devon. my life is in Your hands.

(I won’t even CONSIDER replying to you or THIS until you learn MY fucking rules. PAY UP or FUCK OFF. – GMD)
Email 4 ———————$500 ($2000)

You just killed me Goddess.
i offered You my life.

Email 5 ———————$500 ($2500)

i don’t have any more money to send right now Goddess. i’m ruined, totally. i don’t print money. It’s easy to just write “500″, “1500″, “2000″, yet these figures mean so much more than you think Goddess. i just sent You 1500 i don’t have.

Was there any other option than sending You an email to offer my life, long term, to tell You about this complete turnover i am ready to make? No Goddess. It was the only way.

i somehow gambled that You would understand how sincere i am this time, that i will never, ever disrespect You by straying and serving someone else, that i have changed.

i was wrong.

Email 6 ———————$500 ($3000)

i must add one thing: i was such an optimistice, idealistic fool that i already wrote the life altering entry i thought You’d asked of me.

Email 7 ———————$500 ($3500)

i understand You really do not want me back at all Goddess Mz Devon.
i was ready to cave in totally, give up everything.
Yes, 4000, i know Goddess.
This is sad.

Email 8 ———————$500 ($4000)

( “Yes, 4000, i know Goddess.” Ha ha.. glad you’re starting to follow along! Perhaps having these put out here like this will SHOW you how, ABSOLUTELY foolish you are for not following 1 simple rule. Do not EMAIL Me.

Merry Christmas…to ME! -> AS IF I’d ever wish you any merriment, EVER! – GMD )