I really know I’m an idiot, a stupid. I tried to do what’s really impossible. Resisting Goddess Mz Devon. You are far superior than me..I believe in female supremacy, and I beg to worship You as my owner. I beg for forgiveness. I know that my money is nothing for You..I slave away just to earn monthly probably less that what You make in just a day. But, since I’m so useless, I beg to serve You so You can have another devoted animal to worship You, and so You know that I’m sacrificing myself, slaving away, cutting my expenses, just for You. Your feet control me, they drive me mad..I’ll do anything for them. I worship them as my true owners, and I beg for the honor of being under them again. Please, Goddess, please..I beg on my knees.

I humbly write You to beg for Your forgiveness. I created a new account since You have blocked me. I know I deserved it, since I acted like an idiot.

I tributed heavily one day, and then I tried to resist and I disappeared. Now, I come back, and I bow down and on my knees I beg for Your forgiveness, to accept me as Your footslave again. Of course it all depends on You..I know You don’t even need me..You are richer, much more powerful and much more smart than me. I’m just a loser and I don’t deserve to serve a Goddess like You.

But I beg so hard since in all that time I couldn’t stop worshipping You. I’m totally obssesed with Your perfect feet..I’m like an addict, a zombie for them. I just beg to live for them, to work hard for them, to be owned by them, to worship them.

I think I was afraid after I tributed..I never served a Goddess before You, and the very day I received my first credit card I maxed it out on You. I think it was too much for me at that time..I didn’t know what to do and that’s why I tried to resist. It was the worst decision in my whole life, since I lost my place under Your feet. That’s why I now beg to return, I offer my life and my work to You..You will have all my cash and worship. I know that my cash is insignificant to You..so I beg You to let this servant to worship You, so I can humiliate for You, sacrifice for You, cut my expenses and degrade my lifestyle so You know You have a devoted foot slave that adores Your feet more than anything in the world.

If You don’t want me, I understand. I was a total idiot, and I don’t deserve anything.

Thank You so much, Goddess.

Always slave of Your feet.

It’s your move slut… – GMD

sissy just got home about 2 hours ago from picking up lights and assorted ornaments. sissy had to go to Walmart, Zellers then Superstore before she could find “hooks” – a one dollar item. Most places were tearing the christmas stuff down today, limited supply. Going out shopping today was sacrifice, Mz Devon. Wow. People are insane,

Sorry in advance for sissies bad singing. The lights looked better in the mirror for some reason too.

So sissy did two takes. If they both suck sissy can try and drum up something else Mz Devon.

sissies former employer just invited me over for dinner so i’m going to head over there, should be back later on.

Enjoy Mz Devon. i feel so stupid…i couldn’t stop smiling thou.

*curtsey*

sissy nathan

My balls are blue this holiday season, fa la la la la la la la la…

Mz Devon is the primary reason, fa la la la la la la la la…

Chastity, diapers, deeee eeee niiiii iii allll

Lifelong virgin mutiplier, fa la la la la la la la la…

Nice ring, looks wonderful on Your hand.

Sorry to bother You Mz Devon.

Will be getting a check from my dad out east, should be about 100-150 as per usual.

sissy feels she *really* needs to do this, despite her dire state currently. sissy is not about to be all talking about her devotion to You, worshiping Your perfect ass daily while in chastity and being a diapered ferf. Being only able to be happy when You are. sissy *needs* to start building her shrine – ass worship pictures are a must if my brain is to be properly washed clean.

sissy will gladly just give whatever xmas money i get to You. i get to sit at home in my loser suite, staring at my Dreamgirls perfect round ass, and all the while She pretty much despises me and makes me jump twice as high because im twice as low. Duh.

Draining my account then cashing check tmmr whatever it is and handing it over to You. Have like 26 bucks in my account but will hand *all* my xmas money over to You tmmr Mz Devon.

i am absolutely fucking helpless Mz Devon. me and my stupid diapers and my small clit. Uhg. You’re SUCH a GODDESS and You’re so close…i’m so ashamed.

Please Mz Devon, sissy is jumping. Please.

sissy nathan

I know how desperate you were for my voice last night loser. Consider this a special warning made just for you.
-GMD

Email #1——————($500)
This is to ask Your permission to purchase some of Your material online Goddess Mz Devon.

Though You and I are aware I do not have what it takes to serve You, would it be a problem for You if I bought Your recordings from time to time?

Please let me know. I will not do it if You forbid it Goddess.

I’m begging You to have mercy on me Goddess.

Email #2——————($500)

This is a nightmare. I know I can’t afford You, yet I can’t stay away from You.

You’re in my mind always. Even though I try to focus on someone or something else, I fail because You’re here, somewhere, in my mind.

I believe this is the worse possible case ever for a sub, being helplessly attracted to a Domme it can’t afford.

Email #3——————($500)

Please allow me to send 500 now, 500 this coming Friday Goddess.

You will not consider having me back, will You?

I appreciate the fact You said nothing Goddess. I did.

I need You Goddess Mz Devon. I realize I never will be worthy serving someone as perfect as You are. Never.

Yet I’m telling You, if You ever want to take over my pathetic life, it is Yours, for You to use Goddess.

i belong to Your boot, Your voice Goddess.

jean-jacques

* I sent 500 CAD Goddess. Then i tried to send more and failed. This is no surprise, I’m 3000 EUR in the red and owe my bank 15 000 from a loan I had to take a month ago. I will try again tonight, whatever happens to me Goddess. So You know WHO I worship.

Is there the slightest chance You might allow me to crawl back once again on my belly to Your boots Goddess Mz Devon?

No.
-GMD

every inch of Mz Devon is perfection! Her long hair, full lips, hypnotic eyes, full and poweful breasts and addicting feet. Her Commanding yet sensually comforting voice! Her power over me is beyond belief. i am obsessed with Mz Devon!

yesterday i bought a photo set and today i made the giant leap and called Mz Devon. when i heard Her voice i melted and became a submissive mess. one call and Mz Devon has made me addicted to Her. addicted to sucking cock for Her. addicted to worshiping Her. addicted to tributing Her. Owned by Her.

Hope You enjoy this one as well. Really hope Your evening is going wonderfully.

Thank You again Mz Devon. It hurts but You’re perfection is worth the pain. You are absolutely angelic.

sissy nathan

You are so beautiful and strong and i am so weak willed and just cowardly.

Of course nothing has changed. i still spend my days alone at home in diapers reading cuckold fiction and projecting myself in female submissive porn and refuse to let myself “beat off” over any of it while stringing myself out on diaper-chastity. Wishing i was Your locked up, sissy baby maid, a panty sniffing and Devon-ass addicted loser, signed contractually into lifelong virginity and DEVOtion.

…i cant even “really” even look Your way unless sissy has funds, which has been less and less. Fucking failure.

Hope at least that this shows Your efforts are not wasted Mz Devon. i may be a failure but to compliment You is to succeed at being a good wimp whenever i can.

sissy nathan

I beg for Your forgiviness. I beg for forgiviness for running away. I confess I tried to resist and resist, since I didn’t know if it was ok to spend and spend. But I never stopped thinking about Your lovely feet. They are absolutely perfect, and I cannot stop worshipping them..I cannot resist anymore. I beg for Your forgiviness..and to be allowed to serve under Your feet again. You are a Goddess, and I beg to be allowed to live for You..I LOVE Your feet, I worship You and I beg on my knees to be allowed to spoil, worship, pamper and adore You as the superior woman that You are.